The fine line between "keeping it together" and having a total meltdown was breached today. It doesn't take very much to trigger these moments when you're trying so hard to keep it all together, and today, it was my internet crapping out on me right in the middle of me trying to apply for jobs online.
I fell off the tightrope and landed hard...thank God fo the safety net that is my mom, who was there to listen to me sob histerically for fifteen minutes or so.
I'm better now, and as you can see the internet is back up (after a 2 hour call to tech support), so I'm off for some job searching.
Not sure I'll manage Fun Monday this week, but we'll see how the job search goes in the next few hours.